Ecclesiastes 3:1 (NIV) There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under the heavens...
It's Winter and, of course, that's a season. But God is taking about something else when he says there's a season for every activity under the heavens. He then gives a pretty specific list of activities
A time to be born and a time to die, a time to plant and a time to uproot, a time to kill and a time to heal, a time to tear down and a time to build, a time to weep and a time to laugh, a time to mourn and a time to dance, a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them, a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing, a time to search and a time to give up, a time to keep and a time to throw away, a time to tear and a time to mend, a time to be silent and a time to speak, a time to love and a time to hate, a time for war and a time for peace.
Some times are very significant - a time to be born and to die, a time to kill and to heal, a time for war and peace. Some are relational - a time to embrace and refrain from embracing. Some seem inconsequential - a time a keep and to throw away, a time to scatter stones and to gather them. Some are emotional - a time to weep and to laugh, a time to mourn and to dance. Some are daily work - a time to plant and to uproot, a time to tear down and to build.
Sounds a lot like our lives - significance, relational, inconsequential, emotional and daily work in the midst of it all.
The Hebrew word for season is 'zeman' which literally means to fix a time, an appointed occasion.
I believe God fixes a time, appoints each occasion for the seasons of our lives. Some seasons are full and bountiful. Some seasons are struggles, filled with hardship and pain. Some seasons are seasons of waiting.
I believe Betty and I are in a season of waiting. If often feels as if we're disconnected from the things that used to fill us with significance and joy. For me things have changed a lot.
Ever since I was 24 years old I have been in positions of leadership - responsible for people, programs, activities, budgets, etc. It started with my four years as an officer in the Navy. At that tender age I was given far more responsibility for people and things than most young people find in many years in business. Then I joined Procter & Gamble and for the next 27 years I filled various leadership positions as I worked my way up the corporate ladder.
Toward the latter part of my career I became active in church ministries and led many different ministries from small groups to pastoral counseling teams.
As I got older, especially as I entered my 60's, I realized something. My love for God and doing his work is still strong. However, my enthusiasm for leading and being responsible for others and programs has burned out. I no longer have the emotional or physical energy to be responsible for others. It took several years of work to prepare people to take our place in our church ministries, but a little over a year ago Betty and I were finally able to step down from leadership - after over 40 years.
So, what does God have next for us? I don't know. We're content for the moment to work in the background - to be in a season of waiting.